Reactance

Tell me not to do it, and I do it, tell me you do not want it, I want it more, you think your disapproval will send me spiralling, make me rethink my decision, like your false judgement, is what runs me, maybe you are right, but not the way you think, the more you fight me, the more I fight back Chorus: guess I am practicing my reactance, my choice is mine, not yours, reactance, opposite of what you request, because it is not up to you, reactance, cause fuck you, reactance, MAKING ME BETTER WITH YOUR DISAPPROVAL, REACTANCE You say do it I say no, you say yes, I say no, you think you own my choice, I do not want my freedom taken, god gave me free will, I will exercise it, you have no right to it, think you bully my choice away from me, but you just give me adrenaline, to combat back, take control of myself, my life is not yours to decide upon Chorus: guess I am practicing my reactance, my choice is mine, not yours, reactance, opposite of what you request, because it is not up to you, reactance, cause fuck you, reactance, MAKING ME BETTER WITH YOUR DISAPPROVAL, REACTANCE Your dislike only drives me, you wanted me to hang my head in shame, follow the rules you set out, you want me to feel bad for being me, your distaste for me, only makes me want to shove, everything that I am, right in your self entitled face, put your thumbs down, and light that fire under my ass, now I crave your disapproval, the dopamine hit, from the adrenaline you give, keep it down; to keep me up Chorus: guess I am practicing my reactance, my choice is mine, not yours, reactance, opposite of what you request, because it is not up to you, reactance, cause fuck you, reactance, MAKING ME BETTER WITH YOUR DISAPPROVAL, REACTANCE